04/05/2022

He just went to his parents house, just a walk away. All because he started a fight saying that I can’t smoke and that his mom is getting tired of buying my cigarettes, and trying to be the “I’m just trying to help” hero.

He goes there just to get to me, I know it.

I get severely upset when things are taken away from me, I didn't have much while growing up, and he had everything, still does. This laptop isn’t even mine. I just don't get it. And this morning I asked him to do some research or I’d send a few paragraphs that explain (not excuse) some of my behavior due to my complex PTSD.

But nope. He didn't want that.

He doesn’t WANT to help me at all. He wants to know as little as possible, hence why he’d yell at me for ranting about my family, or my past.

I'm just so hurt right now.